![]() It was able to pass >through his front door, my front door and through my computer. What he didn't realize that there was a >bullet in the chamber and the gun discharged. I actually posted about it already but I'll tell it again.įor some context my neighbor was clearing his gun after he came back >from the range to put it away. But from Destiny or maybe just close calls to.make me realise I have more to live which I need to keep fighting to find out what it is.oh fuck therapy works that some shit they told me too! I'm guessing I'm not meant to take away my own life. I'm going thru some hard times I'm going to therapy but I have had suicidal thoughts. I'm going to be honest but after so many calls, I think it's meant for me to die at a young. I'm 20 going to 21, and this not my only near death experience. The docs told me all my test for the head and my spine came out good. Luckily I did not receive any severe head trauma. Once I got to the hospital I fell asleep, I woke up a couple of hours later. On the way to the hospital I still could not talk or move. I could not talk, move all I fell was ny tears in my cheeks and, the hands of my parents carrying me to the car. I hear my parents crying people talking, my team mates freaking out. (According to the ER) Anyways it was all dark I do remember being in full peace, out of no where I hear voices calling me. I remember the color of the grass The ripples of the grass. I manage to hold a few seconds before everything went completely black. The other player kick the ball just when I was getting it and I receive the full kick in the back of my head. I use to play goal keeper in one of the plays I went for the ball, I manage to get the ball but my head took place of the balls position on the grass. I was playing soccer one Sunday morning, I was 18 or 19. I don't know where I went when I was out, but I do know that I never want to go there again. The entirety of my existence came flooding back to me in a single instant. That I, as a person, was a living being on this earth. I woke up, convulsing on the ground, and the strangest feeling in the world came upon me. The world around me began to shake violently, and the vibrations got continuously more violent until I was finally torn away from whatever that place was. I became extremely frustrated, knowing that I was about to die if I did not somehow find a way out, and focused even harder than before. I began focusing very hard on escaping, but my efforts seemed to be in vain. I somehow knew that if I didn't get out, I would die. I eventually gained some self-awareness (even though I still had no personal identity), and realized that I had to get out of here. They progressively got worse as time went on. ![]() Some of the images I saw were disturbing. I suppose one could say that life flashed before my eyes, but it wasn't my life. However, I cannot identify anything I saw as having come from my own memories. I can't specifically remember any individual image, but I recall that at least some (if not all) of them appeared to be representations of real things within our world. There were thousands of images flashing before me at an incredible rate. I was no longer "me," but rather existed as an anonymous being in a dreamlike limbo state where I simply experienced random things. ![]() I lost awareness of my physical surroundings, and even all aspects of my personal identity. I experienced an NDE after passing out and losing external consciousness.
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